Posted
on Friday 22nd of September, 2006, 03:09:16 AM.
If we were our bodies,
If we were our futures,
If we were our defenses,
If we were our culture,
If we were our leaders,
If we were our denials,
If we were our nametags,
If we were our rejections,
If we were our outcomes,
If we were our indignities,
If we were our successes,
If we were our emotions,
If we were their condemnations,
If we were their projections,
If we were our paranoias,
If we were our incomes,
If we were our obsession,
If we were our afflictions,
I'd be joining you.
Posted
on Saturday 29th of July, 2006, 02:28:16 AM.
There are times when a spur of the moment decision will define the rest of your life.
You know right at that instant that everything hinges on this tiny moment; there are two drastically different paths your life will take, and RIGHT NOW is when you choose. Your entire future, in the balance.
Does anyone else in my friends list know how hard it is to live with knowing that you chose wrong?
I wish I could fathom how happy I'd be if I'd said yes.
I settle in for a savage day,
Remember you in a funny way:
Cellophane, electric tape,
And a drink to pass the time.
Another dream of another night,
I think of you and I pay the price.
A silver key to a broken life;
And how long can I live this lie?
Sever sever, cut away;
Innocence gives way to pain.
I think I lost my car again
And where the hell am I?
Walking down a city street,
It starts to rain as I turn to leave.
I think it's time to have a drink,
And this is what forever means.
3am, I won't be missed,
Like the song said, "love is vengeance";
I start to slip and fade, fade away.
Another place for feeling down,
Another night in another town;
The sky is black and bruised and sore,
A dirty room and another whore.
She tells me everyone that dies
Will be recieved by Jesus Christ;
I loved you once but not tonight,
So one more drink to clear my mind.
I see the girl, soft and lean,
I smell sex and methedrine.
A little squeeze to stay awake
And push me to the street again.
Well fuck it all I heard her sigh,
Kiss me once and then goodbye;
Go tomorrow, go tonight
But leave before I close my eyes.
Sever sever, cut the old,
Life of ??? and the love we stole;
Time slips and fade, fade away.
Outside and a mind that sleeps,
I'm coming down to my life again and
You said a lot when you said goodbye
And this is what forever means.
So here we go, having the same old fight again;
So there she goes, same old game that never ends.
If I could say all the right words
I know I could make you stay;
If I could say all the right words
Things would work out alright.
And if you go I won't believe that it's forever.
And you can go I'll never leave 'cause it's not over.
Replay last night talking it out don't make it right.
I know she's tried, my whole world is her and all we've got now.
And if you go I won't believe that it's forever.
I won't let go even if she says that it's over.
I know it'll be different this time,
If you'd just stay.
And when we wrote this story how did it end?
It was you and me for all our lives.
Come on don't say it, we'll try again,
And if I'd just hold you we could last.
But she stands softly tears down her face.
Hitting me, oh God this is the end.
And I'm waiting for you
But there's nothing more now i can do